I want to apologize to anyone who read my most recent post as it was very graphic. I was trying to express my thoughts and let us know what is causing our sufferings and what to do about it, but that way is not a good way to go about it. I’m sure there is a much better way. Still though i didn’t deserve to be shamed and put down with words. To be fair I did put up a warning too. Anyways I will learn from this and try to help instead of frightening the community with gruesome stories. Again I am sincerely sorry for making anyone feel even more depressed, but I assure you that wasn’t my intentions though it may seem like it. Ty and take care!