Hi all,
I am a 38 years old. Got divorced last year Oct. Realised this year that I spend 9 years in a lie. I learned that he was the devil himself. I was admitted in April to a psychiatric ward after a chat to a psychologist. The conclusion was that due to my long time exposed to a psychopath I suffered severe trauma (as he did the unthinkable). I was put on meds and spend 3 weeks. I could not afford to continue with the meds so only had 6 weeks on them. I made the worst decisions while on them ... Like I was not thinking straight... Today I sit and do not know how to continue as it feels like I am stuck in a rut and cannot move on. How do I move on?