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[kw41716]

i wish i was anorexic again ....

[AllisonO]

I wish I was bulimic again too, all the time. But when you feel this way, think of all the downsides. Lack of energy, thinning hair, purple hands lips feet, slowing heart rate, permanent exhaustion, and the pain your suffering will cause those around you. Think of every dinner date you missed, every special occasion, and all the times you fell asleep literally starving to death. All for what? Nourish your body, give it the love it deserves. Our bodies are incredible, and can accomplish some of the most amazing miracles.

If only I could take my own advice!!!! lol.....you are beautiful. keep your head up girl and F anyone who says otherwise. <3

[kw41716 in reply to AllisonO]

i tell people almost the same thing but yet can’t listen to myself talk most the time ! lol , sometimes it is hard to know i’ve gained weight , and knowing i look different kinda hurts me inside cause i think to myself and tell myself i’m fat , im fat , im fat

[AllisonO in reply to kw41716]

Seriously I could not relate anymore to you than I do right now! I think the same thoughts, and have put on weight too. Of course, given we have ED's, we will never want to put on weight. Even though chances are, you and I both were extremely under weight before. Just gotta keep pushing forward to learn to love yourself in the easiest, best ways possible.

[kw41716 in reply to AllisonO]

better easy said than done but you make a valid point <3