Cause i had my first Assessement test with counselor. Never gone anyone to discuss my life problems and i lot of history of sorts of problems in my entire life and never had anyone that cared to listen. plus i grew up always being alone and feeling alone. never learn social skills. i didnt have many friends i can actually connect with. i learn to just deal with it and to be happy in my own space alone . i kept all worries and my problems to myself and never talk about it ever. plus didnt want to bring pity on to myself. thats how i felt about going to places like that cause i dont want to be pity. So im confused how i feel ? Theres questions about if i have any support from anyone ? NOPE never did. But i get so emotionally depression for feeling so lonely. i have Anxiety and keeps me inside lot too. my mind like big emotional battle.