I have nothing left.

I have nothing left to give to stay positive. Today started out as a good day and here I am. I’m so tired. I’m weak. I have no more strength. Depression is so over powering I feel like the weaker opponent. I’m trying I really am. I feel lonely, hurt, and invisible. I can’t even talk to God without embarrassment with my condition. I can’t bear it on my own.

[embou]

we are here to push you through. we are here to connect with you and even if we may be miles away our hearts are with you and so are our minds. not everyone can understand what youre going through but we can. you are not invisible or lonely. you may be hurt but you should never be embarrassed. its not your fault, its whatever you make of whats happened to you that will bring you some peace and answers. it will all make sense one day. thats what i keep telling myself, so im going to tell you. even if my hope is dwindling i still see the light at the end of the tunnel and i know everyone here does otherwise we wouldnt be seeking help. what youve done is brave and nothing to be embarrassed of. you have plenty to give to this world and if you didnt give what you had it would be a waste of a life a waste of a person. i cant let anyone be a waste because even though i dont know you i know you have things to offer this world and never underestimate yourself.