Alone

[Pecan26]

I sit here wondering what is wrong with me. I have withdrawn so much that there is almost nothing left of me yet I dont know how to change. Feeling as if I just dont belong anywhere. I have created this shell to hide the hurt that is filling me.

[Vrt14]

Hi Pecan, it's good that you are reaching out for help here, that's a step in the right direction. Even writing in a journal can be an outlet sometimes because you get to vent about the things that are bothering you.

Are you employed? I am glad that I get to see people at work 5 days a week, it helps with the loneliness.

[AuntBea in reply to Vrt14]

True. Having to go to work is what kept me functioning for a long time. It meant I had to get out of bed and leave the house.

[Pecan26 in reply to Vrt14]

I do work. I can be in a room full of people and still be alone. Im a single parent too.