Help me out some?

[hey_there_pal]

Please message me... I cut on a regular basis and I can't rly function after 6 pm because I then start feeling REALLY bad and suicidal. I have made 18 suicide attempts in almost 2 years, and I've relapsed 6 times since I was diagnosed. I struggle with eating and not purging and I don't sleep well. Could you give me some advice on how to fix this?

[baretrees]

I'm worried about you. What kind of support and care do you have? Do you have family and/or friends who know what you are going through? It sounds like you are feeling really miserable and need some help.

[hey_there_pal in reply to baretrees]

My parents know, but make it worse by yelling when anything happens, such as if I purge or cut. Just this morning and last night my parents accused me of starving myself on purpose and not eating because I didn't feel that well. My friends know too, and understand better and help me talk through it when I feel like cutting or attempting suicide rather than yelling at me and making it worse.

[baretrees in reply to hey_there_pal]

Do you see a therapist? I think you should. If you're a student maybe there's one at school? Parents get scared when they don't know what's going on or how to help their kid.

What is bothering you the most?