My days are getting wkrse

[cmae118]

Everyday is getting harder since I left my husband. I feel like I made a mistake. But do I only feel like that because being with his felt comfortable? Was I even really happy? I tried to check myself into treatment centers. I finally found one that was ready to admit me but it was wrong timing as I was about to move. Now I am moved out and a single mother. Already struggling to make ends meet. I can’t take time off work. I can’t go back to live with him. I can’t go to the hospital. It’s truly what I need. I’m so anxious and depressed. I don’t want to be here. I don’t want to feel like this. I don’t want to wake up tomorrow yet I don’t want to go to sleep. I have no idea what I am doing or even saying. I can’t go on living like this. Medications don’t help. They are a quick fix. I’m in so much pain. Someone please help.

[rcjj]

My heart goes out to you. I am newly divorced, too. Sometimes it seems like every door is closed and there are no answers. But I know that a competent doctor can make all the difference in getting through the darkest part of this experience. Don't turn away from medical help. Surely, there are treatment centers in your new area. Your health is key to being able to work and to care for your children. So it must come first. I also do not believe you left your husband on a whim. I know too many women who went back into bad situations out of fear and/or sadness. You deserve happiness, and I know you will one day feel good about life again.

[Gentlespirit12345]

I've been where u are at and yes alot of pain yet staying in a situation that is degrading and unhealthy for u is worse. It kills u slowly. Making breakfast for dinner will help save some money. A support group like this and maybe one in your area will help. Journaling some music play a game with your kids will help.