Everyday is getting harder since I left my husband. I feel like I made a mistake. But do I only feel like that because being with his felt comfortable? Was I even really happy? I tried to check myself into treatment centers. I finally found one that was ready to admit me but it was wrong timing as I was about to move. Now I am moved out and a single mother. Already struggling to make ends meet. I can’t take time off work. I can’t go back to live with him. I can’t go to the hospital. It’s truly what I need. I’m so anxious and depressed. I don’t want to be here. I don’t want to feel like this. I don’t want to wake up tomorrow yet I don’t want to go to sleep. I have no idea what I am doing or even saying. I can’t go on living like this. Medications don’t help. They are a quick fix. I’m in so much pain. Someone please help.