Hi I'm new to this whole thing but I'd really like some help and advice. I'm 19 years old and suffering from depression. I've just broke up with my long term partner, he cheated on me several times which has made me suffer from emotional binge eating. I'm still so hurt over my relationship which is causing me to stay in bed all day and not care about my looks. I have not come to terms with the ending of the relationship and I stilll question what did I do to deserve it and was I not good enough. This causes me to binge eat more to cope with the pain. At this point in my life I eat so much to the point I'm overly full so I can fall asleep because I'd rather be asleep then dealing with the pain. I look in the mirror and I hate the person staring back at me because of my weight. I want to lose lots of weight but I have no motivation whatsoever. Can anybody help me?