So I have depression and anxiety obviously why I'm here. I'm not good with support groups in person because I get really anxious and don't like telling people my story. So I have struggled with depression since I was 15 years old. And now I am 21. So I've been dealing with it awhile. I've had attempts on my life like 3 times. And recently almost a week ago I was admitted to the hospital for suicidal thoughts and plans. My boyfriend took me and I was willingly going. And now im on these new meds. And their making me feel weird. Im very forgetful now, and kind of talking to myself not being able to focus and every everyday noise that you don't think about is enhanced so everything's loud! Anyone have any idea if that's normal? And this post took me 18 mins to write bc I am so distracted and forget what I'm trying to say..