I just recently moved in with my boyfriend of two years. I am also starting college on monday. since this happened i have not slept, i can barely eat. I'm constantly in a state of panic. "how am i gonna pay bills? how will i balance work and school?" i was reading through a syllabus for one of my classes today and started having a major panic attack. chest tight, head pounding. I felt like i was drowning without being in water. my doctor stopped my anxiety meds when she changed my depression medication. i was originally on a two in one. but it was causing psychosis. since this med change happened i have not been able to get back in to see her as i cannot afford her copays. needless to say i am literally hanging in the balance. not for much longer but i am standing on a tightrope and i can't seem to stay standing.