just want to sleep and never wake

[Sherahs]

I barely sleep[...... So many thoughts and worries

I just want me bck im confused with life . 2012 i found out I have ms , next yr dad dies and the following yr my sis pass . Im losing myself and my kids need me. Abusive bf who was supposed to help me only tears me down asnd hits me calls me cripple and says no other man will want me bc im sickl. I dont need a wheelchair but i guess he rathjer make me hate myself