I'm just fed up with family/ friends. No support. I live alone with my 2 kitties and end up talking to myself all day and crying. I try to keep busy but lately I have had zero energy. When I want to call someone just to tell them what project I'm working on around the house, they don't answer. I text...no response. I email....no replies. It's like everyone wants to avoid me and I do nice things for them! I'm sick of it. And im also being hit by another wave of grief for the loss of my fur baby Isabelle. It's been horrible. I wanted to go with her. I didn't want her to go alone. That's the honest truth. I have no life. I'm not suicidal because I can't imagine leaving my kitty Lilly. But I need human interaction.
Here's a picture of Isabelle. She was so cute with her extra toes. God I miss her.