Just as I think I'm getting better anxiety and depression decide to kick my ass once again. I've tried countless things and even accepted that it'll never go away but my symptoms make it practically impossible to function and serve as a constant reminder of my condition. I had hope and thought I could finally get a job again but looking at jobs and filling out applications pushed me over the edge once again. I try and I try but the feelings control me. I'm so frustrated and feel so hopeless, when will I be able to handle life again? I'm sick of depression and anxiety taking over my body and telling me I cant do anything.