This is getting old.

[EmilyAnne9769]

I'm tired of getting up an hour late every morning to cry in the car before I even park at the office.

My depression and anxiety are getting worse.

I imagine crashing my car just to force myself to get help.

Depression requires medication, medication requires more money than I can afford which fuels the depression.

[AMeatSuit]

I'm always down too I cry at sad stuff in the news a lot,and find my self wondering why am I in pain,try to use your ki and aura energy more,also I wear a pentacle to protect from bad energy and demons,demons can attack us fueling our depression,this time and dimension we are in is not understood at all,all we can do is try to understand our selves I find this hard,I hope you can feel a bit better soon.

[Madibreann]

Been there recently.... I had such bad anxiety that it led me to depression and of course, as you said, money has to be there for most help for these things. Whats really helped me is trying to focus more on taking care of myself (exercise, eating well, doing what I like to do more like reading and relaxing, getting enough sleep) . Even when I REALLY didn't feel like even getting out of bed, I would rather one day in the future wake up feeling better than I did that day. I considered what you're saying as well... but its not worth it! Life WILL get better. We all go through certain things and you're strong for pushing through even with what you've been handed. All you can do is take steps daily towards happiness and feeling better.