It's getting worse

[Singgirl3]

My depression is getting worse. I am not happy and I don't know if I ever will be again. I am not motivated to do anything. I find it extremely hard to get out of bed in the morning. Things that used to make me happy don't anymore. I am falling behind in school. I am losing friends because they "can't deal with my emotions". I need support and I just can't seem to find it. I can't keep living like this.

[BlueJay08]

I think you need to talk to a doctor or a psychologist. It sounds like you need their help. Make an appointment and get checked out. It will help clear things up and get things working correctly again.

[Kobojunkie]

Please go find you a good psychiatrist to help you get on a treatment plan to best helps your condition and your life.

I don't understand why you would choose to suffer needlessly for as long as you have.