I can't trust anyone at all. If someone makes a decision for me or gives me advice, I feel they don't intend good for me.
In the past, I listened to advice and while I was young I was made to say yes to something's on the promise of 'things will get better'. Only problem ,they never did. Now whenever someone tells me to pick something, for example, choosing a life partner, I want everything to be established. Right now someone had sent forth a proposal but he isn't financially stable. Everyone wants me to ho ahead and give him a chance, that he is hardworking and will get somewhere. And I can't say yes. Its not the first time. I have given up a lot of proposals just because of this: leaving things up to the future improvement hopes. I don't know what to do. The only things , I have trust in is my own self. Other than that, I keep thinking negatively. And I know I will end up hating everyone involved. Help!!!!