So tired......

[peyton_o]

I honestly can't stop thinking about killing myself lately. I'm so tried and depressed and done. I don't know what to do, people are starting to notice and ask questions and I don't wanna talk to anyone I just don't wanna live

[Hidden]

Sometimes life shows you a lil bit of happiness in the most unusual ways find joy in little things that what i try to do every life is unique stay strong im here for you

[gonkun]

Don't worry i can promise that you'll push through it, your life is worth so much no matter what anyone says. You yourself will live through your pain happiness will find its way to you, notice the beauty in the world and you'll see, keep on going

[BonnieSue]

Call one of these numbers immediately: 1.800.273.8255 and 1.800.784.2433.

A trained counselor is standing by.

[peyton_o in reply to BonnieSue]

Thank you for those

[bcok01]

I've been where you are and made it through just by talking to someone else. It hurts so bad I know - it's such a horribly deep black cloud. But as soon as I start getting those really toxic feelings out of my head by talking to someone, the better I feel - and it's immediate. Call one of the numbers BonnieSue posted. Please.

[peyton_o in reply to bcok01]

Thank you I wish I had a counselor to talk to. I'll call those numbers

[AwkwardPineapple]

I've been in your situation. I ended up talking to my parents about feeling suicidal and I stayed in a nearby hospital for a few days. It really helps if you want to step back from life, relax, and learn some coping mechanisms for when you leave. It really helps.

[peyton_o in reply to AwkwardPineapple]

I don't have time to go to the hospital and I don't want my parents to know.... What coping skills do you use

[AwkwardPineapple in reply to peyton_o]

I listen to music, bounce a ball, take a nap, or practice mindfulness (note 5 things you see, 4 things you hear, 3 things you feel, 2 things you smell, one thing good about yourself). Also, if you still go to school, you can talk to a counselor and arrange some help. For example, I got a pass so I could leave class at anytime and cool down.

[peyton_o in reply to AwkwardPineapple]

That's really good advice thank you

[AwkwardPineapple in reply to peyton_o]

No problem! Best of luck!

[bcok01 in reply to AwkwardPineapple]

What a great mindfulness exercise! Gonna try it... Thanks for sharing.

[Bird-67]

You poor thing. Don't give up please as it will pass eventually and you really need some professional help. I have been suffering since my childhood and I am now 66. I have good and bad days and just have to make the most of the good days. It's not easy but there is help out there.