The past couple of weeks have been awful and everything just keeps getting worse. It all started last Sunday when my boyfriend broke up with me. I'm doing a lot better now and I'm starting to come to terms with it. I still have so many questions I want answered, but I've accepted that I most likely won't get any answers from him anytime soon. I've started having thoughts of dating and getting in a relationship again, but I know it would just be a rebound and it probably wouldn't work out anyway. I just keep telling myself that it's best for me to stay single and work on treating my anxiety/depression before I try for another relationship. Then on Thursday, I got in a minor car accident. Physically I'm fine, but I'm so stressed out about trying to deal with insurance to get my car fixed. I've been playing phone-tag with them, trying to set up a time for someone to come out to look at the damage and determine what's going to happen. At this point, I have no idea if insurance will pay, if I will have to pay, or if they will total my car since there is at least $600 worth of damage and my car is very old (1999 Chevrolet Lumina). I know I will feel so much better once I know what's going to happen, but until then, I can't stop thinking about all of the possibilities. Today, I found out that I failed exams for two classes. I've never failed an exam in my life, so it's difficult news to take. The only good thing that happened was that I finally got my first tattoo that I had been wanting to get for two years.
I just have to get through the next couple of weeks until my doctor's appointment to talk about getting started on medication. I can get through this. I need to get through this.