Why is it so hard to focus on the positive? Why when you focus on positive is don't last long but when you focus on the negative it can't leave your my alone. My thoughts are my biggest down fall. I think I know everything which I do. Yesterday I when to the doctor because I felt a sharp pain in ma tummy, before going to the doctor I think of was my appendix. I was so fixated that it was my appendix. The doctor reassure me it wasn't cause appendix pain don't go away. I was so focus that it was my appendix I let it interrupt my daily active was scared to the house etc. I upset with myself.
I NEED TO TAKE THE F OUT OF FEAR AND PUT IT BACK IN FUN
I NEED TO TAKE THE S OUT OF SADNESS AND PUT BACK TO MY SOCIAL LIFE AND TO BE STRONG
I NEED TO TAKE THE W OUT OF WORRY AND PUT IT BACK IN TO WORSHIP AND WORKING HARD.