I had a really bad day and I ended up in bed in the late afternoon because I went out today and am recovering from being sick. I am also on a steroid to help the inflammation in my throat because my cough was so severe. The steroid makes my depression worse but it is imperative that I take it in order to get well. Anyway, I am upset because I think I turned my hairstylist off (she has been very sweet to me and I tip her well) because I've told her crazy stories that are all true but I have a crazy life!!! You see, my close relatives all have some kind of mental affliction but I am an only child and the only one that admits that I am ill. As a result, my stories about my family don't seem true to some people and I end up looking like a jerk! She didn't say that to me but I have a feeling I don't come across well to people and it's really eating me up today! I saw her make a face when she was coming toward me and am really hurt because I think her opinion of me is ruined! I am kind of wishing I was fake when I talked to people so they wouldn't have to get to know my crazy situation.