I'm new to this group. So here is a little about me. I'm 41, I have 3 daughters twins who are 19 and away at college and a 15 yr old. I am divorced. I've been suffering from anxiety, and depression for 14 yrs and social anxiety for 6 yrs. I've had 4 unsuccessful back surgeries that has left me unable to work, which really was the thing that put me over the edge. Now my days are filled with caring for my animals, pain pills, xanax, lexapro, seraquil and lots of sleep. I have huge trust issues so I usually push everyone away. I have overdosed twice , once I ended up in ICU with a breathing tube. (Not on purpose) Its very easy for me to take pills and forget what I took, or just think I can get thru the day faster by sleeping. I've been hospitalized 5 times for panic attacks. So there's a little about me!!! Happy to be in this group.