Hi everyone :) I'm new here. I...

[Rajae-Ti]

Hi everyone I'm new here. I'm 19 years old. I don't know what to say but I NEED HELP it's been 3 years and I'm really tired

[Hidden]

I am sorry for your struggle I truly get it. You didn't expound on too much so am not knowing the source of your struggle pain. I would advise you to call a toll free crisis line & fro there get referrals locally to places that can set you up with counseling, possible medication management. I definitely encourage you to talk to someone right away, sounds as if you've been suffering alone & that's not necessary, so many out there been where you're at & would be glad to help you get the help you need . You are still so young & itsnever to late to change & decide you deserve to be happy & want more for your life. Best to you.

[Rajae-Ti in reply to Hidden]

Thank you so much, I really appreciate it . I've been dealing with endless problems so it's kinda hard to say it all ,and I've started to see a doctor actually but I stopped for many reasons . I don't even know why I signed up for this, I guess cause I became hopeless and helpless... Anyway I really appreciate you for what you've said and I hope You're having a good life

[Hidden in reply to Rajae-Ti]

Thank you. It's ok to feel the way you do. I understand I think we all found this place out of sheer desperation we had the courage to realize we have issues & needhelp & hoping to connect with safe like minded individuals who will understand our plight & not be mean or condescending or judgemental as I am sure many of us have experienced way too much in the past, a major hindrance to reaching out for help in the first place. It takes a lot of courage to reach out join like you did , like we all did, I encourage you to get involved, answer posts, engage with others through sharing & talking comes healing. I am very glad I found this site I am grateful for the help & very honored I may say something or touch on something that helps or gives comfort to someone who is struggling or feeling low. We all matter & the disease is brutal but we must continue to fight & learn ways through talk, medicine to know we can & will get better

[Rajae-Ti in reply to Hidden]

I really don't know how to thank you . It's such a relief to finally find someone who actually understands you or try to instead of throwing judgments and hurtful things and complain about the way you behave or feel... And that's what makes me hate myself and my life even more... And it looks like I came to the right place I will try to get involved more often for sure. Thank you thank you thank you . It's really heartwarming what u said

[Mydogfez]

I'm the same. I stumbled upon this site and just putting my thoughts and feelings into text, something visible and outside of myself, felt like a huge weight off. Idk why it seems like everything comes at once. It sucks how overwhelming life can be. Are you able to go to counseling? I've been doing it weekly for about a month and it really has been helpful. Dredging up some uncomfortable and awful things from the past, and that is rough; but it's helped a lot just getting it out. Depression has so much shame with it, it's so hard to take alone.

[Rajae-Ti in reply to Mydogfez]

Thank you so much for sharing I actually started to see a doctor but I stopped and tbh since then I've been feeling a bit better and able to handle depression better than before but it's just it sucks when it all comes at once .... And you don't know what You're doing nor what u wanna do anymore and I can't see the doc again so I found this site and I signed up and I didn't know I would get replies , it means a lot to me

[Hidden]

You are welcome & you are a special person will never be another like you ever again in this world. I am hurting also deep hurts & I know ppl can't fix them

Or change the events that made my life change so drastically for the worse, but the first step in recovery, change & self love, acceptance is recognizing the problem, you have done that. It is a daily struggle but with being honest with ourselves & not worrying about what others think of us, they aren't living our struggle & besides good ppl real friends love you just as you are. You are part of this community we all have something valuable to offer by just sharing , being there for others who feel, lost, hopeless & alone. Feelings are like waves they peak, crash & subside. This life, especially today is unbelievably difficult, not mentioning everyone's own personal experiences, pain. We must empower, educate & advocate for ourselves & others'. We will overcome, prevail, learn to not only live but thrive with each of respective disorders

[Rajae-Ti in reply to Hidden]

That made me tear up :') nobody has told me such nice things in a while hhh thank you very much I really pray you feel better and be strong to fix your problems , I know you will , you seem like a nice person and u deserve the best

[Mydogfez]

That's cool. I've been using some relaxation videos on YouTube, some are hokey, but some are pretty good.

Glad to hear you're doing better!

[Hidden]

You are welcome & I say it because it's true you matter & I appreciate your kind words & well wishes, sincerely, all the good you wish for me I wish it more so for you. I am your friend & you can reach out to me anytime. Feel better. Take care. You got this

[Rajae-Ti in reply to Hidden]

Thank you that means a lot to me for real I know I'm probably younger and u know better but if u ever wanna talk I'm here feel better to and take care of yourself ❤

[Hidden]

Thank you I'm very honored. Yes am sure you are quite a bit younger than me, although you are full of wisdom, maturity, kindness & empathy & age truly is just a number. You are very valuable & have a lot to offer yourself, others & this world never lose sight of that. Glad to know you. You have touched me as well. Best & Love Xx

[Rajae-Ti in reply to Hidden]

I seriously can't find the right words to say hhhh what you said really touched me and I'm really honored to know such a caring , kind and great person like you much love💓💓💓

[BMW123]

To you both, I really enjoyed reading each of your post. It's great that ppl can come to a site like this abs spill their troubles without being judged.

Anxiety/Depression is a serious disease and can take a toll on some mentally, physically, and emotionally. It's stinks! But we are all stronger than the diease. We can beat it!

[Rajae-Ti in reply to BMW123]

Thank you very much I'm really starting to love this site , I haven't communicated with new people in a long time and I feel the need to... And yes you are right , we were strong and able to overcome this