Hello, I'm new here. I did a fast search after having yet another panic attack. I have been having them recurrently for a long time, but I just recently discovered the name. I was always the one who had everything together according to everyone else, but felt like my whole world was always falling apart. I'm having a bad week. Probably one of the worst I've ever had. I'm depressed and struggling, and so scared. I have a gap year out of college now, no way to pass interviews, and just struggling to keep my head above water. Its sucks cause I'm good at what I do.... but with the fog of depression and panic its hard to show it off. Feels like I'll never get into a position, like I've wasted the last four years of my life. I'm scared to put it simply.