I decided to sign up for support after seeing an video ad on Facebook. I am a 21 year-old female with Generalized Anxiety Disorder and also struggle with depression. I often am in and out of depressive states and feelings of despair. I often worry about being alone forever, never graduating college, and things that are out of my control. I literally worry about EVERYTHING. I have not had a relationship with my Father in at least six years. I tried seeking a relationship as a now adult with him but he ignored my message and left it on "seen." Much of the turmoil and belittlement I faced when with him has caused a great deal of self esteem issues over the years. Sometimes I wonder why I tried at all. I also as of August got out of an abusive relationship in which I was isolated from my friends and family. Often my partner used to use my "daddy issues" as a basis for my apparent overreactions to his constant put downs and aggressions. My partner stalked me for months afterwards and even bothered my roommate. Overall, I have had a hard time coping with feelings of rejection and trying not to play over and over in my head the negative remarks that were always made towards me. Sometimes I have a hard time sleeping because I am afraid my former partner will come to my home and hurt or harass me. Sometimes I catch myself believing I am unlovable and flawed--undeserving of love.