Thank you every one. I know I can't put up with him hurting me the way he has. His mum rang me today and was telling me that he has been in floods of tears and she had never seen him like this before and that he wants to kill himself. But it's not fair because I've felt miserable for ages from how he's lied and hurt me, and I've cried literally everyday but why can't I help but feel horrible when I hear this?! Even tho he's hurt me? And at the same time I feel so angry because it's like why do what you did to me if this is how you are going to be when you lose me?! All I ever wanted was a future with him we had so much planned and he had to destroy me trust so it couldn't happen. I'm so angry that he crushed me and acts like I'm the love of his life, but ultimately he's chose to push me away so his future will lie with someone else. It makes me so sad thinking about it. When will it stop hurting
He won't stop trying to find ways to contact me why he is he acting so desperate now?!