This is my first post. I am feeling really upset and low at the moment. I am feeling lost and sad!
I am 23 yrs old and have already gone through divorce. I am not able to come out of it. I have developed migraine because of the stress and I am on pills continuously. All this makes me even more sad. Even though I decided to continue with my studies I can't concentrate on them. I came to London for this reason, to come out of the environment and maybe this will help me.
Here, a guy fell in love with me and does everything to keep me and also start a new life with me. But I feel upset whenever I think about my future because I am so lost. I don't know what to do. I keep telling him to go away because I think this mental pain and suffering will never end for me and I don't want him to see me suffer and suffer with me.
I don't know what to do and I think I will never be normal again in life.