So it's 05:00 and I'm still awake. I hate how my life is dictated by my health. I know that many of us are on theone or more sites on HealthUnlocked. I am on Pain Concern, Action on Depression & National Migraine Centre.
So here's what I hate.
having to ask for help
not being able to make plans
having to explain why I need help or can't go out
how my meds make me feel
that sometimes the best I can do is just get out of bed
that my logical mind has gone off & left behind an emotional mess
that my sense of humour has abandoned me
when doctors say "I don't like the word coping"
that I am not the person I was
I'm sure many of you can relate. And at least through these forums I (we) know we're not alone. Thanks for being there.
Hope everyone has as good a day as possible....I'll no doubt sleep through most of it now!