I have always been the shy and less attractive of all my "friends" and that's always made me less like able and an easy target for being made fun of but I never seem to get why that is. I've didn't start off being rude or anything I was just too awkward. I've had many crushes even ones that I thought actually liked me but I ended up we were just good friends, and then he goes and dates my best friend. I always wanted to believe it was because I was not the desired race or weight for all these guys but now I feel like there is just something wrong with me. Anyways crushes aside I've also run into problems like starting a go fund me for my mom and everyone ignoring it but someone else makes one about getting to Disney world and everyone eats that shit up. Idk it just feels like maybe I'm just that invisable?