I feel he judges everything I do, he has to comment on everything ask questions all the time I have to explain everything I do. I feel like I'm going mad
But I don't sleep very well I don't eat everyday maybe dinner once twice a week I was size 14 I'm now in 11-12 year jeans I get horrible belly pains lose horrible discharge have headaches panic attacks I keep seeing and hearing things and send myself into panic mode how can I stop this! I always think people are talking about me or looking at me.
I feel like I'm responsible to do everything in the house and if I don't I get moaned at how can I make more hours in the day to get it done? If I don't Hoover I get moaned at if the bed ain't made I get moaned at! If I ain't cooked dinner I get moaned at, if I need my friend to use the car to collect something for me and u I get moaned at and told I'm selfish and it's all me me me? Well it's for you aswell? But u can't see that you have to check the milage moan about petrol,
I made a new friend who I see everyday is this coz my partner is jelpus I have to be home by 5 she's not allowed here when he's here I'm not allowed there weekends! I ask him to stop talking stop saying things leave me alone for 5mins he won't he just carries on I can't take no more feel like I'm backed into a corner I then lash out he shuts up I can breath again it
Should not be like this! Yes I love him it's a multi things
How do I get out of this hole
We talk we sort it the next day we wake up and argue as soon as we r out of bed!