I have a busy and mentally and physically challenging job. I have worked with special needs kids for 8 years and love it. Recently I have been through a divorce, my father having alzheimers and now I have been bullied at work. I feel so stressed that I feel sick, headachy, and just want to hide away. I went to the doctors 6 months ago and he put me on ads. I feel numb now and majority of the time I feel fine. But then my mind just goes and I have massive panic attacks and can't stop crying and am scared of doing my job that usually I love so much.
I just feel like I can't do it at the moment. I'm scared that my school will think I am incapable of doing my job. Just because I am feeling so stressed and depressed.. I feel like I'm letting everyone down