Yesterday - Life update / Apology

[Saybyebye]

Hi you lovely folks,

I wanted to apologies about my argumentative behaviour yesterday.

The news about me potentially having diabetes really got to me cause as you know as a binge eater and snack addict it will be a big change in my life and will be super tough.

On top of it all I do have a lot going on in my life, with my job, not being with my family over Christmas, my hubby needing to juggle christmas with me and his ex wife and kids.

I am just super sensitive I feel and I wrongly took it out on some of you.

Being an overthinker and anxious person makes these things very hard as I know i shouldn't worry about something that hasn't happened and might never happen, but that is just how my brain works.

Anyways enough with all the excuses.

If I upset you yesterday, I am really sorry!

I hope you all have a wonderful Christmas x

[Lytham 3 stone]

Hey, we all get times like that, hope you're feeling much better today x

[Saybyebye in reply to Lytham]

Thank you! I am sorry, its been a tough year, and honestly I can't wait for it to be over and start over in the right direction in the new year. However we have some big drama coming up in february, so that new start might have to wait until after then x

[Lytham 3 stone in reply to Saybyebye]

It's never too early to make a fresh start, you could start today, less to sort out in February?A night out for tonight has just been cancelled for me, so I'm going to make today a better day than it would have been! Every cloud x

[Saybyebye in reply to Lytham]

Sadly it is 5th February that is the set date for set drama, so can't start it early sadly, but I can mentally prepare

Better day then with the night out? did you not really feel like going?

[Lytham 3 stone in reply to Saybyebye]

Yes and no but it wasn't me that cancelled but I've been saved from the Christmas cocktail 🍸🍹! Lol x

[Saybyebye in reply to Lytham]

Haha fair enough, My night out days are over, if I want it, I basically go spoons with my hubby and stay there until 1am

[Lytham 3 stone in reply to Saybyebye]

Oh I've barred myself from Spoons, they're not dog friendly x

[Hopalong1 2 stone in reply to Lytham]

Happy Christmas, Sweetheart x 😊🎁😊

[Saybyebye in reply to Hopalong1]

Thanks Hun, Merry Christmas x 🎅

[Lytham 3 stone in reply to Hopalong1]

Hiya Bud, hope you have an absolutely fabulous 🎄🎁 Christmas x

[Hidden]

How sweet you are putting your hand up, it's easy to walk away on a keyboard xx I'm juggling new year hun mine will be with me Christmas but not new year and as old as they are it will hurt. Have a wonderful Christmas and when February comes you will find strength from some where lots of love xxx

[Saybyebye in reply to Hidden]

Thanks love, it is not like me to get angry online I do know better, but sadly i think i have to much going on and got carried away, but not fair to everyone on here.

One day at the time and we will all get there x

Merry Christmas!

[Hidden in reply to Saybyebye]

Sorry lovely been off grid merry Christmas xx

[Imustdothis 2st 7lbs]

Hello Saybyebye, that's it, one day at a time, life is more manageable that way. I wish you well, it took guts to write that apology, friends on this site are second to none and they are so understanding and supportive. I wish you a Merry Christmas and send you strength for the New Year. Take care xxx

[Saybyebye in reply to Imustdothis]

Thats really sweet thank you, Merry Christmas and hope you have a wonderful New Year!