I have been a member here for many years and have learned so much for which i am so greatfuu,
but i know need some help , im at a loss and find it hard to put this down so please hang on in whils i fumble through best i can .
i was 1st dignosed roughly 40 years ago by a psyciatrist because i was sleeping 24 hr and difficut to wake so they thaught i was mad ( i know i know )
its been prety much a rollercoaster ride since but i have managed to stay in contol of it upuntil 2021 .
sept 2021 had felt off for a while ( usual testing had gone out the window because of pandemic )
managed to actualy get a face to face appoint ment in a farsial situation that i cant go into but it has left me terrified of a certain Dr . he did a blood test full blood count
on 225mg (ikow its a lot )
TSH 5.96 (0.35 - 5.5)
T4 19 (9.0 - 23)
test marked borderline in danger of developing hypothroidism retest in 3 months
Dr hadnt even acknolaged my dignosis .
he called to tell me i was mentaly ill depresed and would send me for counciling
i still had some clear thinking and after another horrendus consultation he agreed to increase an extra 25 every other day. but recomended mental health theray because in his oppinion that was the problem .
few months ago i started to feel really really bad , pretty much how i felt 40 years ago when first dignosed . got the strengh from i dont know where to go in for a blood test .
i was in a state refused all bloods apart from thyroid ( nurse wanted weight blood pressure etc you know the score ) i just wanted out of the building fast . pluss could not handle being dignosed with anythig else for them not to treat .
Thursday the Gps pharmasist calls
TSH 43.1 (0.35 -5.5 )
T4 9 ( 9 - 23 )
no T3
asks if im taking the medication
he's given chapter and verse and goes off to consult a Dr . Pharasist calls
back Dr thinks you arn't taking the extra 25 correctly and to just carry on same dose
he had spoken to the sadist i had seen in 2021
you can imagine how i felt . but i managed to argue some form of case and of he goes to find a different Dr .
this time i'm to wait for the receptionst to call to arrang an appointment to acctuly see a Dr
i have incresed off my own bat an extra 25 everyday so 250mg a day in the hope i can stay alive untill the appointment next Friday .
some more background
i have recenty found out my nephew was dignosed with an autoimmune Piturity condition i dont know what . sister and niece both hypothroid .
if you have stayd to this point thank you
my brain is mush so its a strugle getting this down .
whwre do i go from her i'm at a loss ?
PS im definatly not mentaly ill .