Hello all,
This is my first post and am happy to have found this community. I hope it's okay to ask for help and I am looking forward to your replies.
I will also try to be as succinct as possible. I am a 31 year old male, and my life quality is terrible. I am struggling with depression, mood swings, fatigue, excess weight, poor sex life, etc. Quick Google search for my symptoms and voila - possible thyroid problems. So far I have seen two doctors and have ordered some tests privately, but the doctors I saw said all is good - but I still feel bad, of course
I had my basic blood work done in March last year, and more recently a thyroid panel this month. I also had a thyroid ultrasound. Here are the results (reference scales in brackets):
anti-tpo in March: 33, now: 29 (0-60)
anti-thyroglobulin abs in March: <15, now: 18 (0-60)
oestradiol: 153 (<170) - pretty high for a male
testosteron: 12.8 (10-30) - pretty low for a male
tsh in March: 2.1, now: 1.4 (0.3-5.5)
free t4 in March: 15.7, now: 14.4 (9-25) 33.75%
free t3 5.4 (3.5-6.5) 63.33%
Additionally:
MCHS level in red: 319 (320-370)
lymphocyte count: 1.55 (1.30-4)
cholesterol level in red: 5.3 (1-5)
LDL level in red: 3.4 (1-3)
cortisol: 256 (130-580)
C-reactive protein in red: 5.2 (<5)
Looking at the blood / thyroid panel, the majority of results seem (with a few exceptions) be within the reference ranges, however the ultrasound revealed that my thyroid is approx. 25-30% smaller than in other man. There is also a liquid filled lesion of 2 mm in diameter on the left lobe. The scan paper also said "suspected hypothyroidism".
Obviously, test results are one thing, but how I feel is another. To spare you reading my entire biography, here are a few bullet points:
* thin, dry skin, always cracking in cold weather
* thin, dry hair, going gray quickly
* yet I have a quite youthful looking (fat) face
* overall body shape 100% resembling Cushing's:
- thin arms, long fingers
- stretch marks on thighs, buttocks, triceps
- scoliosis
- central obesity, with moon face but thin arms and legs
- buffalo hump
- very poor facial hair
- discoloured nipples
- I used to weigh around 8 stone up to my early 20s (looking too skinny), now I'm over 13 - this changed over the course of 2-3 years and I look like a balloon with thin arms and legs
- telangiectasia in my legs
- varicose veins
- no Adam's apple
* permanent feeling of depression
* I could sleep all day... but I find it difficult to fall asleep
* can't focus on a book or a movie
* ditched all my hobbies
* PE
* constantly feeling cold
* raised high rate
* permanent fatigue
* ever since I remember no physical strength, lifing my finger feels like a chore
* low exercise capacity
* high-pitched voice
* cramps
I quit alcohol and cigarettes for a year, signed up to the gym and ate healthy - I lost about 1 stone, but the overall body shape remained the same. No muscle mass, fat everywhere. Barely noticed the change in weight visually.
Long story short, I feel terrible and I look like a skinny pre-adolescent teenager with enormous belly and graying hair. My life quality is 0.
Previous doctors told me that:
1) I need to work less, ideally change my job (I wake up at 7 am back home around 9 pm)
2) I am lazy
3) I need to go the gym
3) I am just like that
4) when I start exercising, I will feel better
Well, I tried everything and nothing changed. Am I just imagining things and looking for an excuse for my laziness, or is there something else at play here?
Many thanks,
John Doe