I'm so discouraged. I have been feeling so bad for so long.. Two weeks ago I started on Synthroid (25 mcg) & overnight I felt better. Morning headaches didn't stick around as long, I felt more motivated, and alive. But since Sunday I'm back to feeling terrible. I've missed two days of school this week. My head hurts constantly during the day. I have no energy or motivation. I'm constantly cold. I wake up with my heart pounding at 4am everyday.. And even if I sleep 10 hours a night I haven't felt well rested in over 3 months.
I'm studying to be a teacher and this is really demoralizing.. I feel like I'll be the worst teacher ever. To be honest, at this point I don't even feel like life is worth it. I'm so bored and yet I can't bring myself to do anything about it. And no one in my life seems to care what I'm going through. They all tell me to try and not think about it so much??
Here are my test results / range. My results are in brackets. I know synthroid 25 mcg is probably too low, but thats what they gave me and I have to wait 4 more weeks before my next blood test.
TSH 0.40-4.50 (19.97 & two weeks later 14)
Free T4 9.0-26.0 (11.8)
Free T3 2.8-7.1 (4.8)
Thyrog Antibodies: 0.0-115.0 (1828.0)
Thyroglobulin: 3.5-77.0 (<0.1)
TPO antibody: 0.0-35.0 (363.0)
Thank you for taking the time to read this.