Hi there. I'm new here and this is my first time posting. I would really appreciate advise if you'd be so kind.
I'll try to be short in giving my history. Approx 1 year ago while going through fertility testing it was identified that I had a slightly underactive thyroid and was advised to take 25mg eltroxin. Was told to get bloods again in 3 months. Those bloods were fine (no results provided to me) so was to remain on 25mg and then get bloods again in 6 months.
March -
TSH 13.29 0.3 - 4.2
Free T4 11.4 12- 22
TPO Antibodies 238 0-35
Extroxin increased to 50mg daily
April-
TSH 75.32 0.3 - 4.2
Free T4 8.6 12- 22
TPO Antibodies 320 0-35
Extroxin increased to 150mg daily
Symtoms so far are all pretty consistent, brain fog, extreme tiredness, dry scaly skin, weight gain ( im very active, exercising 3-5 times per week), skin tags, EXTEREME bloating,coldness, heavy irregular periods and bad cramping throughout.
May-
TSH 0.15 0.3 - 4.2
Free T4 25.8 12- 22
TPO Antibodies 202 0-35
Extroxin decreased to 125mg daily
I started feeling better this month, the bloating subsided, my weight gain has appeared to stop. My foggy brain is still there and I have a really hard time concentraing. My heart is having constant palpitations and my stomach always in knots. I am not dealing with general day to day life /work situations. On Thursday I had a panic attack. This is the first time its ever happened and it really scared me.
I went to my doctor ( who is a GP), and I love her, she gets me and I feel like she cares and understands hence never pushing to see an endo. I explained the panic attack and work stresses and she gave me 2 weeks off and gave me my results for this month.
June-
TSH 0.63 0.3 - 4.2
Free T4 20.1 12- 22
TPO Antibodies 138 0-35
Extroxin to remain the same - 125mg daily
I asked to be referred to an endo which she has done but she said I am fine now and CBT would be better for me to deal with the anxiety. This is why im so confused?? And I suppose leads to my questions...
Am I always going to be anxious and continue to have heart palpitations 24/7.
I thought that if I was within the right range I would not have symptoms? And also why do I have have symptoms of overactive? Just to note my mental health has never been a concern before now.
What does the antibodies really mean? I can see that my thyroid is fine, but the disease is still active.This confuses me? Please if anyone can give me any advise I would love it. Also do I have Hashimotos?? The GP keeps saying I have an autoimmune disease?
Today Im scared, its now affecting my work and my family and I am constanstly anxious. I keep asking myself is this the new me? If so, then ok and ill deal with it but I constantly feel like im about to have a heart attack.
Any advise, support, information you can give me would be so welcomed. I am female, 38 and lead a healthy lifestlye. I stay away from processed foods the best I can. I could do better. I drink alcohol withing reasonable limits ( a few glasses of wine at the weekend then more on special occasions)
Thanks!!