Dear all,
It's now been six months since I've been living without my thyroid. I still don't regret having the surgery, but life has not been easy. Like many of you on here, I'm still struggling to get my bloods right. I've had 4 blood tests since surgery and have been playing with my Levothyroxine in the hope of reaching optimum health. To top it all, my calcium level is still low (lost one parathyroid from surgery) and I was also deficient in Vit D, which has now resolved after taking high dose of Vit D supplement. I have been battling with several side effects of some of the tablets, such as back ache, weight gain, joint ache, mood and hormonal changes. Despite my GP and endo putting me on 125mcg Levothyroxine, I have been taking 150mcg instead due to my symptoms. My endo refuses to prescribe T3 and I am not comfortable just yet with buying online. My GP who is quite old school is obviously not happy with me but I have made it clear that I will be trying all options despite her disapproval. My goal is to have my T3 and T4 in the higher levels of the normal range. Of course, I will be monitoring my bloods and heart etc. My weight has been the most difficult thing to deal with. No matter what I do, my clothes are getting tighter. My mood has been erratic and I have surprised my husband on a few occasions when I burst into tears over some silly things. Just for your information, I was never like that before surgery. Always happy and bubbly. I have been spending time reflecting on the past six months with my husband who has been my rock. Despite all the negatives that I have mentioned, I do not regret having my thyroid removed. I am no longer in pain which was debilitating. I haven't had my recurrent ear infections since and I wouldn't have been able to live with the not knowing and what ifs. I have been researching about supplements and is on the constant look out for optimum health. What is optimum health when you don't have a thyroid? I have been reflecting on that too. Will I ever reach optimum health? One thing we have concluded is that we have made no changes to our lifestyle since surgery. I have to remember that I have no thyroid and that I have to adjust my lifestyle to suit my needs. Accepting the changes my body is going through is exceptionally hard, so learning to accept these will be ongoing. My husband has also talked about learning to accept the mood and hormonal changes. I must have read every single blogs and you tube videos about the thyroid in the past 6 months. I read messages on healthunlocked daily and would like to say a massive thank you to all of you on here for the advices and supports you give. Voila! This is my 6 months post total thyroidectomy. #thyroidless #flyingwithoutwings