This is a follow up to my post “Life After Ropinirole”.
Shortly after I posted my body decided it had had too many opioiods and I became more sick than I had ever gotten on opioids before. It came on suddenly without warning. No chance to make any changes to prevent it. The nausea was so very intense. Nothing gave me a moment of relief for 2 weeks. I could not function at all. No amount of Zofran made any difference. Cannabis didn’t help. Nothing helped. I lost 10 pounds in those miserable 2 weeks, and I am a very small woman. The worst part was that I had to stop opioids and didn’t want to go back on Ropinirole. I have tried Gabapentin but since I augmented so badly on Ropinirole it didn’t work for me. So not only was I sick but I had nothing to calm my RLS symptoms. It was horrible. Was this going to be another failure to kick Ropinirole? When I was feeling better I contacted Dr. B. His advice to me was to alternate between taking Ropinirole for a month and Oxycodone or Methadone for a month. I told him that was out of the question because I couldn’t risk getting sick again from opioids. I just could not risk it!!! He offered no other solution. So, again I was on my own to figure it out.
For a few weeks I went without any meds for RLS until I was sure the opioids were out of my system. Then, I did a variation of Dr. B’s suggestion. I started taking 2 doses of .06 mg Ropinirole (1/4 of a .25 mg tablet) for 4 days. One dose at midnight and another at about 3AM. On the other 3 days of the week I replaced the 2 doses of Ropinirole with 2 doses of Methadone, each a quarter of a 5 mg tablet. This may seem like a laughable dose to some, but I am very sensitive to medication. As the weeks passed I realized even that low dose of methadone was starting to make me sick. I had been taking Oxycodone but it was giving me insomnia. I have tried a plethora of opioids, they all made me sick. I decided at that time to only take 1 dose of each nightly, and replace the second dose with a hot bath. So this is how it stands today. Ropinirole, 1 dose of .06 mg nightly for 4 days and 1 dose of 1/4 tab of Methadone nightly. This is really not enough but I make do. I am very concerned about going through augmentation again. So far, it seems as if the dose is too small to augment on. There is no way I will ever increase the dose. If I do start to augment, I don’t have a plan B. Thankfully, at this point my symptoms are just a fraction of what they were when I was augmenting so terribly.
I am under the care of a hematologist. She lets my ferritin get up to 200. If I get close to 150 she orders an iron infusion.
I am vigilant about watching my triggers. No caffeine, no alcohol, very few carbs. Absolutely no processed foods or sugar at all! I limit my fruit to 1 piece a day, and not after 3 pm. I saw a neurologist recently who said I lived like a monk. I don’t like living like this but I have no choice.
I take magnesium, potassium, D3, B12, as well as other supplements, especially ones to lower inflammation.
. . . . The pevious was written yesterday afternoon. Not too long after, I started with extreme nausea again. This is a sign to me that opioids are building up in my system and I need to stop for a while. I know this from past experience. Most of us with RLS have learned how to listen to their bodies. What one person experiences might not be what another person experiences. One thing I refuse to do is take even that small dose of Ropinirole every night. So last night I went without any RLS meds. I got through. Wasn’t easy, but wasn’t horrible. I will go without meds tonight also. And then reassess each day going forward. I wish Gabapentin worked for me, but it didn’t.
Another side of this horrible Ropinirole withdrawal for me has been very serious depression due to DAWS. Really, really bad depession. I was barely able to function and sobbed continually most of the time. As I said in my privious post “Life Without Ropinirole” I was prescribed Wellbutrin (Bupropion in UK) last June or maybe July. I tried to take the prescribed dose of 300 mg daily. It made me crazy with anxiety, which is one of the side effects. And I don’t mean just a little anxiety. It was intolerable. I tried taking smaller doses, and finnally went down to 6 mg daily and when I stabilized on that I increased a little more. I have now been able to raise it to 16 mg and have a goal of 25 mg by summer. Now that I have found a way to tolerate it, it has started to improve my depression. I sincerely believe I may have never recovered without it.
Last September I started 38 treatments of rTMS (repeditive transcranial magnetic stimulation) for my depression. Unfortunately it made no difference. I spoke to the administrating psychiatrist about the possibility it could improve RLS. His answer was that there is no absolute data on this, but to help with RLS a different part of the brain has to be stimualted. The part of the brain that controls movement issues, not the part of the controls depression issues. I may undergo treatment for other part of the brain. I’m waiting to see how much of this my insurance will pay. It is certainly not cheap!
I remind myself every day, ONE DAY AT A TIME!