I'm not a member of facebook or any site like that but I joined this site today because I really do need to quit for good!
It's Saturday evening and just after 6.30 pm and tomorrow is the big day for me as it is the day that I am quitting and to say that I am scared is perhaps the understatement of this year. I am quite literally petrified as when I said earlier today (see my question and all the lovely answers) that tomorrow was IT it did seem a long way off and the nearer it gets to tomorrow the more scared I am.
I can still remember (yes I know it's a long time ago (actually it's 44 years but who, besides me, is counting) but sometimes when you're older the way back memories are clearer than things that happened yesterday) and going to school and smoking just so that I could say I had friends. I can even remember the first time I inhaled cigarette smoke properly and wish with all my heart that I had never done so.
You may find that you can't answer my blog tomorrow as it will be permanently busy with me adding to it all day (and perhaps all night maybe) just to keep my hands/fingers busy. The only time I won't be doing that is when I walk my dogs morning and afternoon and even if it snows (which they say it will tonight), they still go for their walk.
Could write a lot more but don't want to bore anyone too much so here's hoping that tomorrow is a good day and that I can get through it!!!!
Here are my two and yes, even though they are now older they are still as cute (well I think they are anyway!) they don't do wallpapering stripping any more as they decided not to be painters and decorators when they grew up!!.