I feel myself slipping and I'm so tempted

[Katdoll1987]

I'm turning here for support. I've been experiencing very intense cravings all day today. I figured i should try to talk it out here before lighting up. I'm tired, I'm in pain, and I'm depressed. I am also suffering a bad break up alone in silence because i can't tell anyone (long story) This person made me believe they cared about me more then they actually did. I feel used and betrayed. And all i want to do is light a cigarette because my brain is telling me somehow that smoking will make it all go away. My rational brain says that's the addiction talking and smoking won't make all the pain go away. It won't make it better. But i feel so unwanted anyway. I'm sorry guys I'm just feeling so sad today. I'm deeply in love with someone who doesn't care if I'm breathing and that really kills inside. 💔😢

[Hidden]

Awe , I’m so sorry you feel like this . Loving someone and not receiving the same love is hard . I know trust me 🤷‍♀️

U have to be strong. You need to think about YOU . You need to have a positive mind set . Think, you wanted to give that person your all , if they don’t want to accept it’s there loss. You can do much better . You will find Someone who is going to love and appreciate you like u deserve. We can’t live our life thinking if only . Let them be the one thinking if only I stayed , if only I tried.

You keep your head up and carry on on your journey, your doing yourself good to show the world , you know what from now on I’m looking after number 1 and that’s ME xx

[Katdoll1987 7 MONTH WINNER in reply to Hidden]

Thank you so much, that really helped me. You're so right ❤

[Hidden in reply to Katdoll1987]

It’s true , we cross paths with so many people on this beautiful earth , but sometimes we just give a little too much to people who don’t deserve our loving .

Keep your head up . From now think of how you can feel good about yourself. And maybe sometimes your answer might be if that person was around , then take a step back and think of how that person made you feel at your lowest .

You deserve better. It’s a limited time on earth we have . Let’s make the most of it by doing what we can to make ourselves happy and healthy 😘😘😘