I almost missed it. That’s how little I think about smoking these days. I haven’t used a tracker, so I don’t know exactly how much money I’ve saved, I also always used to lie about how much I smoked, but at least 4 and often 6 packets a week at £8.00 or £9.00 a packet is at least £1800.00 .Lot of money, which is why I can afford the fancy 2 night break in the New Forest that I am going to tomorrow. And as I eat fancy dinners and indulge in a facial, I will not think for one moment that I don’t deserve it.
My health is better, my skin and hair look great. I smell delicious and my husband really loves me, and there is plenty of me to love!
I thought I was the most addicted smoker in the world, I had so many failed attempts behind me. I thought I would die with a fag in my hand.
Best of all is the freedom from self disgust and feeling like a failure, and thinking all the time about smoking, when I could have one, what people thought of me, do I smell of it, have I got cancer or heart disease or Copd or intermittent claudication yet. Bleurgh it was horrible.
Thank you to this site, for being here, and the admin and the people who post, especially lovely Bonnielala.
Onwards and Upwards!