Well hello - have been getting on with life as a non smoker and 6 weeks has arrived and past on Friday - well I am feeling proud but still a little weird about knowing I will not have another cigarette .......I have to make sure that this is the quit that lasts my lifetime - the disappointment I felt for starting again after a previous 8 year quit has at long last got me back here ........ I had never officially let any of my children or family know I had started again but after 4 years they had worked it out - my youngest who is 10 was soooooo upset to catch me smoking actually said last week he knew I had stopped because I didn't smell anymore and I have stopped coughing - would never have expected him to notice these things - so quite tough in some ways as I am unable to talk about my feelings re quit at home and I really want to shout out loud that I am 6 weeks without a cigarette .... Oh well - I know and that is what counts.
This far has been ok ...... slowly forgetting those bad days and am still finding I am missing something but have been down since before I quit so guess that may be that ........ great to no longer be a slave to it - not anywhere near as stressed - bleeding gums being a complete nightmare - never had this first time i quit - coughing defo disappearing and that is great.
So to anyone reading this that is in early quit - stick with it ...... and well done - never give up giving up - i am feeling great and very proud of myself x