Oh my mentors, I'm so sorry. I blew it, yes I did. All the stressors and not being able to drive due to the meds just swept my feet out from under me. I'm going to see my son in the Wild West and won't be able to surprise them by not smoking, but, I shall get back on the meds full force asap. Thanks for all of your encouragement and comments, as I will be going back to re read all of them.