I was just having a little peruse on the site and thinking how great all you guys are - it really does help being able to chatter on here. Just had a little count up on the calendar, and how strange that when I worked it out, the 1st of Stoptober is exactly 26 weeks since I had my last ciggy! Never managed this long before, although I still use my vapour cig - it serves more like a dummy in the evening. Was at Hospice day care today and found myself doing an interview on DVD to promote and explain what the Hospice does. FAME AT LAST!! The notable thing is that not once did I need to use any nrt until I got home at 4pm. This seems to tell me that its now more psychological. Anyway - I'm not right bothered cos I still consider myself a non smoker, and I do see some little envious faces at times, when I'm with smokers, who, like me, have found it so hard to stop. So . . Guys and Gals keep at it, I still think its worth it, and when all my chemo/radiotherapy is over - I shall be going on that holiday I'd had to cancel earlier. The fag money will pay for the extra bits and pieces - yesssssss!