Guilt , regret sky high anxiety, paralysis deep depression sadness every day starts out like this.
I look and sound like an idiot to others because I cant think or focus anymore.
Ive got a 20 something therapist who may mean well but dont know how to help me and a psych whose drugs have ruined my gut.
I dont even know what good this text is doing for me. Im getting less able to take care of myself.
If I get stuck in a civil guardian ship Its all over.
