There's not much to say. I am tired of feeling it, dreaming it, living it. So long now.
A very sick man came to my family home. He rapped my mother and cut her. He killed her, then cut parts of her off. He said in court he was .. "fascinated " by how easy it was to cut her.
I returned home, to find her.... Naked, ruined , attacked, cut, abused, on my sisters bed. I was 21 years old and am 63 now. I have never got over it . That's my PTSD.
I am so sad for your loss. I know it must be horrible seeing your mother. I understand seeing images of your mother. I have images of the day my brother killed himself. He shot his head off sitting in a car facing the ocean. I think about this a lot too. So I pray that you will be able to leave the negative images behind you and remember the good times you had with your mother. I do understand that it’s not easy to stop the pain from this tragedy. If you need to talk just text me.
What an unimaginable way to start your life as a young adult 😢I am so sorry this happened to you. It's completely understandable you still have trauma from this horrific crime. I don't even have words - I simply wanted to offer my support 🌼
Thank you x
Thank you so very much . I don't talk about it much. X
Thank you xxxx
