Sad Vent

[PeaceNeed]

I'm sorry to sound like downer. I'm very depressed as I am most mornings. I can't think straight anymore either because of the meds or my disorder or both. I suffer from a very high level of continuous anxiety.I don't feel safe , my basic needs for safe and secure foundation aren't being met so therapy isn't working.

All my prayerrrs now are just for release . I just spent at least an hour

[PeaceNeed]

Vent Continued....I spent an hour before I got out of bed praying for release from God. I tried to leave myself years ago but failed in the effort. I'm now aging which makes things worse. I migut as well be invisible. I've seen bad things being done to older adults and I fear at some point these things will happen to me. Old people should not be living on the streets or bus shelters in one of the richest cities in the world.

[roses4all]

Peace, I am so sorry. I thought the new place was physically safe. I see you know Maslow's thing. Why isn't your therapist helping you with ''safe''? As for secure foundation, I've just thrown that out the window. There are therapists that say they can help with that... but, I've given up.

[Gmaspicy]

Hello...I'm sorry for what your're going through, I have anxiety, PTSD among other stuff, I will pray for you and we are all here for you if needed....I suffer from these things from an abusive relationship years ago, I've been in a new relationship for about 4 years now and we've had our ups and downs, we both are recovering alcoholics, he's an ex drug addict, but so glad that we have each other. I've been out of work since last year September with workman's comp from work because I hurt my back and have been getting treatments and physical therapy.

I have a hard time staying focused and get depressed because I can't even work and my head is swimming all the time, I'm doing my best to also find the right kind of therapy for my needs.

Sorry for the long reply, I sincerely hope you can find the right therapy for your needs, again...prayers for you, we are here....Hugs

[Gmaspicy in reply to Gmaspicy]

I also suffer from child abuse from my mother which we are good now and she has apologized for all thats happened, but it's not always enough and sometimes comes into my head occasionally....Prayers and Hugs

[Thatgirlt]

hi I’m new to this group! I’m in such desperate need of help I’m trying a little of everything!i just wonder if anyone knows of online meetings for mental illness..I mean kinda like an aa meeting only for mental health? Anything please help