In my mind, I'm feeling the typical overwhelm from post trauma. I'm just having a hard time today... Having to see their faces in my mind and 'hearing' their voices. They didn't love me as a human being. They could have loved someone or done something useful instead of abusing me.
I believe I'm 12 except I'm 40. I feel so stupid. I don't know what to do or what habits to adopt. I'm just never free. Just feeling sorry for myself I suppose... so tired of it! So, so, so, so, so, so tired.