I saw the nice lady GP today about my recent blood results from 5 Sept 2023:
CRP less than 5 mg/l
ERS 14 mm/h
Rheumatoid factor less than 10 iu/ml
Anti-nuclear factor negative (less than 1/100)
Iron, B12, folate and Vit D levels OK.
T4 and TSH normal
Hb a1c 39 mmol/mol - so 9 months pred hasn't put me back in the pre-diabetes zone yet.
Weight fairly stable but put on 2 or 3 lbs.
FBC all within acceptable range.
Neutrophils 7.84 (normal range 1.5-7.2) - slightly raised due to pred?
So on the face of it, I look pretty healthy. So why do I feel so crap then?
I felt like I must be making all this up, but I made a list of my symptoms and they covered 2 sides of A4. On paper, I look pretty unwell. I showed the GP my list and she said, oh, this does look like PMR, and I reminded her that that is why I am on pred.
I pointed out that some of my symptoms might indicate Sjogrens and was there any reason to exclude that, as this stage. She said that she would speak to rheumatology for advice and she is going to call me.
I mentioned the painful glands under my jaw line that I thought might be salivary glands and she said that I was actually pointing to my thyroid, so she examined my neck and wants me to have an urgent neck scan. Thyroid function shows as normal in my test results.
So almost a year down the line, from a tentative diagnosis of PMR in Nov 2022, I'm not sure that I am any further down the line. Whatever you want to call it, I do have a polymyalgia of some description, affecting almost all of the larger muscles in my body, that is extremely responsive to prednisolone. The first dose of 15 mg gave me 90% relief within 4-6 hours. When I saw the grumpy rheumatologist about a month ago, he thought that I had had PMR, but he thought something else was going on and wanted me off pred, as he thinks there is masking. I am on 5 mg pred currently and off to Bolivia in 3 weeks and the GP doesn't want me to mess with my dose until I get back.
It seems to me that PMR is not the whole picture and I have thought that all along. My inflammatory markers have never been raised and yet I feel really ill at times. The fatigue, on and off, is overwhelming and totally debilitating. Even when my mobility is fairly good and pred keeps the pain and stiffness at bay, my muscles tire easily, I tire easily as a whole and I need to sleep after not much physical activity to recover. My mental health and overall physical fitness has suffered because of it. I was always so slim and active and now I feel like a pudding. I tend to minimise any health issues, because of my childhood upbringing, but even I can see that there is something really not right about my body and that has been the case for a very long time. This can't just be ageing. When I compare myself against other healthy people of my age, it is clear that something is not right. And when I compare myself with the people in this group, I have so much in common, even the random stuff, that I hadn't thought were connected.
I don't really know what my question is here. How much longer before I get a firm diagnosis from someone? Will I ever get one? And where do I go from here? Or do I put my control freakery to one side and stop trying to fix things and just sit back and enjoy the ride while I go through the whole process? This is the first time in my life that I have not been able to beat something just with my own sheer bloodymindedness. Perhaps that's how I ended up in this mess in the first place.