I'm new here and really need some advice/help/support. I've been under Gyneocology since I was 14 years old. Long history of heavy, painful and irregular periods and chronic UTIs and kidney infections. Finally got a diagnosis of stage 1 Endometriosis back in January 2014. Had my second laporoscopy yesterday after months of chronic pelvic pain requiring morphine to manage the pain, only to be told my pelvis was clear and no Endo was found. I know this is a good thing in one respect, but the Dr is now saying all they can do is refer me to the pain clinic. I'm only 34 and the prospect of being in pain forever, with no diagnosis or hope of a cure is really depressing. As is the thought of living on a cocktail of painkillers. I've undergone so many tests and procedures over the last few years. I've had my bowel checked and been given the all clear. I've had two separate investigations by Urology and two Cyscosopy investifations and they too have said there are no issues. This is despite having 9 UTIs and 2 kidney infections since August 2015. I'm at the end of my tether and feel so let down by the doctors. I've tried everything to help myself. I've seen a dietician and cut things out of diet (wheat & gluten,caffeine, diary & red meat), I take supplements to help with inflammation, I've done a mindfulness course to help with pain management, I've tried Chinese herbs, acupuncture, craniosacral therapy. You name it, I've tried it. Just at a loss as to what to do now and the doctors seem to just want to write me off and expect me to live with chronic pain. What kind of a life is that?